| Okay, so I got my apartment.... Yea for me!! It's going to cost me an arm and a leg till i get all the depostis taken care of.... but it'll be worth it.... stephen and i are doing better.... i think that me getting this apt close to his house will be great for us..... i give it a couple more years and we will settle down together.... i really love him even though he's done some pretty bad things to me.... but anyways thats all for now
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| Okay so I know it's been a while again but I have been really busy lately.... anyways I am starting my new job on sept. 1 and hopefully will be moving into an apartment by the end of sept..... I am so excited to really have a place that is mine.... I think for the most part stephen will be staying there a lot because if I have to pay to actually live somewhere I am going to stay there a lot.... right now we are staying at his house 5 nights a week.... i don't stay on the nights when he has school the next day..... which that brings me to school... he started yesterday and i am really nervous about this.... we have trust issues because he's cheated on me 3 times.... well yesterday he text messeged me during his first class to tell me that the girl he cheated on me with the first time is in his first class.... so i am not happy about it at all.... i asked him not to talk to her and he said he wouldn't so we will just have to see how this works out.... hopefully though having the apt will help us get along better because i won't be living that far from his house.... maybe this will be our first step to settling down.... i predict that in the next 3 to 5 years we will settle and finally get married.... but who knows i could be way off.... anyways gotta go to work now....
 Shieva
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| i really hate the person that i become when i am with stephen.... he makes me so angry so easily and i get so jealous... i can't stand it.... i just don't know what to do anymore..... i love him so much and can't stand to be without him but i can't stand to be with him sometimes.... i don't know what to do anymore!!!!  |
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| well nothing new really lately.... getting ready for a weekend at the beach with stephen.... i've worked my ass off all summer and have nothing to show for it so i am taking a few days off and we are going to go relax and enjoy some quiet time.... that's about it really.... like i said nothing new.....
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| Okay it's a rainy day here so there isn't much to do really.... got up this morning and did some laundry before i went to see stephen coach basketball camp.... then we hung out for a bit before he went to work out ..... haven't been doing much lately except working and hanging out really.... got the new harry potter book and am almost finished reading it.... i didn't get much of it done over the last weekend becuase i bought and then went and spent the whole weekend with stephen.... it was nice though friday we just went to bed and then saturday after i got off work we went to the beach house and spent the night.... that was fun i love going there and just relaxing without people around and stuff.... anyways i am about to go get dinner ready.... just thought i'd post since i haven't been here in a while....
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